everything is unfair

a test of my tolerance

i made up my mind, no, i won't stay in ajc.

with a score of 9, i was quite confident that i would get into vjc or njc.
nevertheless, i still placed ajc as one of my choices as i basically ranked the schools into my choices.

19 feb 2008 6.30am, i was awaken by a sms from MOE:
congratulations xxx! you're posted to ANDERSON (31s)

it was dawn, the breaking of daylight.
i tried to console myself : no, im still asleep and this is a dream. how can i end up in AJC again?
i did what the tv programs taught us.
i slapped myself and pinched my hand.
no it wasn't a dream.

it was only the beginning of a night mare.